Alone--Riley--

[Jacob Scott Amberlin `]

Jacob had finally left 'neverland' He missed Zoey like crazy, but she hadnt given him what he wanted. ANd thats what he really needed. So him being his shallow self he had left her there and moved to his town. He walked around getting used to the surrondings, he lite a cigertte feeling likethe same old douchy Jacob. Smoking, and looking from a girl he could ride that night. She wouldnt be anything more in the morning then a number along with all the other girls. But he had his charms and thats what alwasy got him a girl. Any girl, usually a pretty girl, with a nice body. Usually an easy girl. He smiled thinking about this, it was a dark, and bitter smile. He knew what a horrible person he was, and he wished that he had a different life that he could change himself, but he couldnt and he wasnt sure if he ever would. He had the girl of his dreams, and he left her. Because she wouldnt giveit up to him. He took a drag from the cigertte adn bought a ticket to see a movie. He didnt bother putting the cigertte out. There was not a car in the parking lot. He was going to see a blank and boring movie. He sat in the back, alone as he felt he would be forever.

[Riley Elizabeth Smith *]

Riley was extremely bored, having not seen many people around for days on end. Though, she'd practically shut herself away after the whole Alex incident, but that was different. She walked into the movie theatre parking lot, which was practically empty, absent mindedly walking straight to the front doors. In a small town like this, not many people even watched movies. The day seemed to be growing longer by hours, every second. It was agonizing, and she really didnt know what to do. She couldnt die, and that was in the way right now. She couldnt cope, her mind was so full of irrelevant thoughts, images, and randomness, she couldnt think straight. Before she could get a grip on what she was doing, she had bought a ticket to some lame boring movie, and was walking to the theatre it was being shown in. She sighed, and walked to the back row, where she always sat. She'd carved her name and stuck many wads of gum under a seat she always sat at, which made her giggle. Until she realized someone was sitting in it. She smiled, and looked at the boy who was sitting there, looking drained and emotionless. "Hey. Mind if I uh, sit by you?" she asked, in her polietest voice possible, smiling still.

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[Jacob Scott Amberlin `]

Jacob watched absent mindedly at the commercials that passed by before his eyes. He wasnt sure what movie he was watching, or what the commercials where for or even how long he had been sitting there staring at the screen. He took a drag from the cigertte he held in his hands, these were the only thing that filled his body with joy anymore. He held the smoke in for a few measly secounds and then exhaled. He was pretty sure that you werent supposed to smoke in there. He looked up as someone else entered the theater. He hoped it wasnt someone comin to yell at him for smoking,but he wasnt going to put it out anyways. He smiled wickedly changing his mood complety as he saw that it was a girl. A gorgeous girl. "Heyy." he said dragging it out. He smiled at her . "Of course you can...I dont bite." Usually he thought to himself he smiled at her charmingly. Taking another drag and blowing away from her

[Riley Elizabeth Smith *]

Riley watched the passing commercials about upcoming movies, dish ware, blankets blankly, mostly focused on sitting down, if not in her gum ridden carved up seat, in the one next to a seemingly gorgeous guy. She smiled at him, seeing that he was smoking. "Thanks... I cant make any promises that I dont." she joked, though she thought to herself completely serious. He seemed pretty nice. "You dont seem like your at all interested in this movie... Do you have an extra?" she asked, tilting her chin slightly, looking at his cigarette, and still smiling.

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[Jacob Scott Amberlin `]

Jacob watched her. This was he chance to do what he needed to do to make himself feel so much better. The cigerttes were starting to not cut it. It had been awhile since he had had anything of any sort. And he sure wasnt going to give it up now. He stuided her, she was beautiful, had a great body, everything that he wanted. "Well then, i cant make any promises that i dont." he said rasing his eyes suggestivly at her. "If my darling, you know what i mean." Jacob thought about his response he didnt want to ruin it by doing the whole i'm depressed about another girl but that could also give him some major action points too. "Just had my heartbroke. A bit vulnarable." he said going with the act of that. "For a girl like your...of course." he pulled out the pack from his back pocekt and handed her one holding the lighter out for her.

[Riley Elizabeth Smith *]

Riley smiled at him, almost wanting to jump on top of him, but she resisted. He was pretty gorgeous, and it was hard to just keep her distance. She sat down on the uncomfortable movie theatre chairs. "I think I know exactly what you mean." she said, giggling, and winking at him. She looked at him, slightly sympathetically. "Aw, poor thing. Im sorry. She doesnt deserve you." she said, not knowing if that was true or not, but he might as well deserve her. "Why thank you." she said, winking once more, taking a cigarette, putting it in the corner of her mouth and leaning over the lighter. She took a drag, and blew it out in front of her, blocking her vision of the screen. Not that she wanted to see it much anyways. She was more interested in this fellow sitting next to her. "Im Riley, by the way." she added, smiling like she wanted something.

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[Jacob Scott Amberlin `]

Jacob could feel the tingles everywhere telling him that this girl was going to be easy. HE was extermly pleased with be aware of this, and so was other parts of his body that sure as hell werent his brain. "Do you now?" he said pretending to play innocent. Of course he was far from it, he knew he wasnt as bad as some guys, but when he got in this mood he got extermly bad. "Aw. Your so sweet i need a girl like you to help me with my heartbreak." he said comig out and saying it extermly bluntly. He almost added if you know what i mean, but a cute girl like her, He was sure had had her moments of doing that. He nodded at her smiling sly. He watched her finding it amusing to watch her puff away at the cigertte. "Jacob." he said to her nodding his head. "Is there anything else at all that i could do for you Miss. Riley?" he asked her putting an arm behind her chair.

[Riley Elizabeth Smith *]

Riley laughed, smiling at him again. She knew exactly what he wanted, but she wasnt going to give it to him right away. "I think I do..." she said, smiling wryly again. He acted innocent, and she had to give him kudos for being good at getting what he wanted. "If you need me, I'll be here for yah babe." she said, giggling and winking once more. At this point, he was just asking for it. She took a drag of her cigarette, blowing a puff above his head. "Nice to meet you, Jacob." she said, emphisizing 'nice'. "Well, if your feeling up to it, I think there is." she said, knowing she would probably regret this later, if Alex were to throw a bitchfit about things again. She swung her legs up from the ground, and slid them to her side, putting them across his lap, smiling still.

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[Jacob Scott Amberlin `]

Jacob was pretty sure that this girl was going to be easy. And that of course just made everything all the more better. He watched her watching her style of things. He knew she wasnt going to give it right then, but she still was. "Do you now? he said winking at her suggestivly as the movie started in the background. "Aww. Your so sweet." he said smiling at her this time a bit modestly. Jacob nodded but said nothing, an amused smirk plastered on his face. "I'm alwasy up for it baby." he said extermly bubbly inside, but keeping his cool on the outside. He felt her legs go across him, and he ran his hand up her thigh slowly. He pulled her onto his lap, so that she was stradaling him. Moved a peice of her hair and kissed her slowly. He pulled away looked into her eyes makingsure this was okay, and kissed her again this time letting his hand roam up her shirt.

[Riley Elizabeth Smith *]

Riley knew exactly what he wanted, and knew exactly what she wanted, and she was slightly excited about it all, though in the back of her mind, she thought of Alex, and wondered what his reaction to this might be. She shoved that thought in the back of her head once more, concentrating on Jacob. "Yes I do!" she said in a cutesy flirty voice, smiling a bit suggestively back at him. "I know, but I'd do anything to help your heartbreak." she said, winking again. She felt flirty and winky, and she just kept playing that. "Are you now?" she asked, as he turned her onto his lap. She sat comfortably on him, putting one hand around his neck, kissing him back slowly. She pulled away when he did, and she smiled at him, as if its okay was what she would say. She kissed him again, starting her other hand down his pants.

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[Jacob Scott Amberlin `]

Jacob watched her an amused smile plasterd and never leaving his face. He couldnt think of anything else but her and how much he wanted her right now. Maybe when it was over and he was getting ready to ditch her, he would feel bad, and regret it because of whats her face. But right now. She was who he wanted and his body sure as hell was telling him to go for it. He nodded and ran a hand up her arm to her response. "Anyyyyything???" he asked her raising an eyebrow hoping her response was yes. "Of course, i would never turn down a girl like you.." HE felt her hands go down his pants, he smiled as he kissed her and slowly pulled the shirt over her head the let his hands go around her back and unhook her bra, then he let them trail down to her pants and un button them. He moaned slightly and started to slide her pants off.

[Alexander Brian London `]

Alex walked to the movie theater, he was going to go to whatever was playing, to get his mind off of her. He had coem back to tell her that he loved her, and that he still wanted to be with her, but he couldnt find her or pick up on her thoughts. He got there and saw thatthe parking lot was complety empty. He bought a ticket. As he moved closer he picked up on her sceants and he picked up on bits of what she was thinkin. He was hoping that what he was hearin wasnt sure. He slowly opened the door to the theater. He saw two people in the back. The guy had his hands all over her, all ove the girl that he loved. "Are you fuckin kidding me!!" he said watching her, she was like a crazy animal. "I came back to tell you that I loved you but obviously you moved on." he said his voice getting quieter, his eyes a cold blue color. He threw the ticket in his hand down on the ground and turned around to walk away his hands shaking with anger.

[Riley Elizabeth Smith *]

Riley smiled at Jacob, knowing exactly what he was thinking. "Anything." she told him, knowing that might go differently than what she had in mind. "And I could never turn down a handsome man like yourself." she reassured him, kissing him and working on getting his pants down, while she was practically naked on top of him. She smiled, kissing him more, getting his shirt off for a start, when Alex came in, she could tell it was him because of his voice. He was yelling, like always. She always managed to fuck things up. She jumped up, trying to find her bra, her shirt, her pants, scrambling to put them all back on. She tripped over a few of the movie chairs, trying to run as fast as she could towards him as he walked away. "You left! What was I supposed to do?! Spend the rest of fucking eternity for you?! You left Alex! YOU left!" she said, almost wanting to just jump off a building, knowing it wouldnt do any damage. "To tell me you loved me? Ha, I guess I ruined that." she wispered to herself, not doubting he could hear her. God damn! I always fuck things like this up! Why?! she thought, knowing he could hear, and Jacob could not. She reached his side, and stood in front of him. "Alex, Im sorry... I really fucked up big this time... " she said, knowing that Jacob was still sitting there, turning her head for a moment to mouth 'im sorry', and turn her attention back to Alex. Jacob was probably just going to fuck her and leave her anyways. So, she didnt really mind that part too much.

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[Jacob Scott Amberlin `]

Jacob smiled at her but said nothing more, he had a mission and damned if he didnt do it. He felt her trying to get his clothes off and he wasnt going to protest that. He heard a male voice to the side of him. He sighed. Why in fucks name? Why cant i ever get laied anymore? He pulled out another cigertte and lite it taking a drag from it and watching her as she scrambled up. At least he had the amusmet of watching her get her ass chewed out. Since she wasnt going to fuck him. Sadly. That really depressed him. He watched as she bitched and tried to get her clothes. He just rolled his eyes and shook his head when she said that she was sorry. He didint even bother putting his shirt on.

[Alexander Brian London `]

Alex's hand shook as he heard her get up and try to get closer to him. He shook his head, when she started to talk, he spun around quickly. "Shut the fuck up, your a dumb whore. Yeah i know i left, and yeah you should have moved on, but fuckin some sleezy douche bag in a movie theater makes you look like a stupid slut, that has nothing better to do with her time." Alex nodded his head his eyes colder then ever. "Just like you ruin every fuckin thing." he said nastily spitting it out at her like posion. "Dont look at me, i would hope that after fuckin me last time taht you would be smarter then taht. But obviously you still have no self respect." he said shaking his head. "I dont want to hear it Riley, Sorry means absolutly nothing, I shouldnt have bothered coming back for you." he said his anger taking over everything that he said.

[Riley Elizabeth Smith *]

Riley looked at Jacob, knowing that he didnt get what he wanted, but she wasnt really sorry. She was more focused on making Alex calm the fuck down, and try to get things right. Though, if he really just hated her and wanted her to die and go to hell, she understood. But what was she supposed to do? He left her, after turning her into a vampire, after she just lost a kid, he just leaves. She needed some kind of small closure, and the 'sleezy douche bag' in the movie theatre was going to give her that, for a while. It wasnt like just because he left, meant she wasnt allowed to do anything but mope, like he obviously thought it did. She thought things over loudly in her mind, making sure he heard every last word. "Self respect?! You think after all this time I have self respect?!" she blurted, not really knowing what to say, that wouldnt involve her breaking down onto the floor and crying. "You think I try to ruin everything? I had everything, before you left, then I had shit, I had nothing. Im trying to bring myself to get back to life, instead of moping around wishing you'd come back, every second of everyday. And when you finally do, its at the worst possible fucking time!" she said, knowing if she kept speaking her throat would choke up, and she'd probably just break down, right there. She kept her place in front of him, knowing that she was nothing compared to him. . . She looked at him, apologizing a thousand times in her head, knowing it wouldn't do anything, but trying anyways. She felt useless, and Jacob just sat there, and lit up.

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[Alexander Brian London `]

Alex watched the guy sitting in the chair. He knew he would be the worst possible thing for Riley right now if she had slept with him, but he was there for her and he hadnt, beeen. But that was beyond the point, and he knew that Riley knew that it would ruin herself if she slept with him. She was being a whore, for no reason at all but herself, and in the end it would just make her feel better. ''Stop thinking so damn loudly Riley, I really dont give a fuck. Your not going to make me feel bad if thats what your trying to do, your acting like a damn whore for your own benifit when it will all just back fire in your face, because he wont be there after his dick rattles around in you for a little bit." he said shooting the guy a nasty look. "I think that after you slept with me, you should, because you got pregnatn, i thought you would be smart enough to know that it probably wasnt a good thing." he said shaking his head disgusted at her. "Oh, booo hoooo, look at me poor Riley, I lost the boy i was obsessed with, and now he comes back, and i'm about to fuck some other guy, and now i'm looking for pity, when i should have been able to handle the situation myself." Alex said shaking his head at her. "Your absolutly pathetic Riley." he said turning away from her.

[Riley Elizabeth Smith *]

Riley shook her head, letting everything he'd just thrown at her sink in for a moment. She nodded this time, sinking to the floor, her expression blank and emotionless. "You know what..." she started, nodding again as if she were into some big discussion, never looking away from a certain point of the ground. She nodded again, and looked up at Alex. He was monsterous from the ground, looking even angrier than he had while she was almost face level with him. She sighed, and continued, "Your right. You shouldnt pity me, I shouldnt want your pity, your sympathy. Nothing. You can be mad, go ahead an be as mad as you could ever possibly be. Okay? You can unlove me, and you can hate me with all thats left of your unbeating heart. I deserve it all, because Im a seriously douchey whore. But, I am sorry." she said, shaking her head back and forth, looking back at the ground, not knowing what else to say.

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[Alexander Brian London `]

Alex listened to her shaking his head. She disgusted him, but he couldnt help but still have feelings for her. Beneath all of this, there was still something about her that made him want her with all his might. But for now he was going to be pissed at her because she was being a little whore for the time being. And it irratiated him how she was lik I deserve it, it was disgustin how it was so over dramatic and caked with sympothy. He shook his head. He thought everything over in his head and then he relized he didint care. He loved her, he wasnt going to be like this. And for now he wasnt going to let this bother him. "Ssssh." he said finally and tilted her head up so that he was looking down on her. "You know what it really dosnt matter to me anymore." he said and kissed her softly. "I interuptted, and if you wanna finish i'll leave." he said and turned away from her and started to walk away.

[Riley Elizabeth Smith *]

Riley looked at the ground, comtemplating what to say, but he seemed lost in thought, and she didnt want to inturrupt. She looked at the ground, the ugly reddish carpet in movie theatres, all of them had it, stained with disgusting sticky soda, and candy crumbs. She sighed, and looked up at him. He seemed less irritated, maybe at ease now. She wondered how he controlled himself like that. If she were her, she probably would've flipped out times a thousand on her poor pathetic useless slutty self, but Alex was different. She was shocked when he kissed her, her dead unbeatnig heart would have sped up a few million times. He still had that effect, but she didnt mind. "It, doesnt matter?" she asked, not wanting to press too much, then he might go back on that and rip her face off. She stood up from the ground immediately, her gangly limbs poking around in the air as she tried to keep her balance. She shot an extremely apologetic look at Jacob, because afterall, she just left him hanging. He could go find that girl who wouldn't fuck him, and try again. She had high hopes for that kid, he was good at persuasion. "No, dont leave." she said, getting her balance back and walking behind him, wrapping her arms around him in a backwards hug.

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